Thursday, January 31, 2008

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Fear

I hate this feeling that I compress the chest. These days I walk in small steps for fear that the fear (hihihi) jumps on me. I do not like the feeling I remember. Yet I feel such a desire to move forward without bother me tomorrow. I do not want to think about what could happen in four months. I want to move forward with the certainty that everything will be fine. I do not want more of this fear. I want to follow the path I have chosen straightforward. The regrets have no place in my life. Whenever I had confidence, life smiled at me. I still feel that trust and dark. I know what I do, I know what I'm worth.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

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It's frustrating! Bad day

Every day I go to jobs. For now I'm just looking for documentation, but in a few weeks I'll have to explore something else for me not to return to spout water. It does not tempt me and hopefully not have to do but between having a more or less interesting and having to starve the question does not arise! Where I feel it's frustrating to see that even for simple office clerk, who incidentally is paid $ 11 per hour, companies are asking to be perfectly bilingual. I Pocket'm English. I thought I tried everything by taking courses, listening and reading English or anything because I still pocket. I understand quite well but it is to talk it spoils. I find it so frustrating!! It must be some jobs where it is not necessary to speak English. It adds to my stress.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

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Since this morning I just want to scream. I just tried to stay positive, hang on, I feel like the fog thickens. I want to complain. For 3 years I train hard for my sanity. I managed to get through a depression, the diagnosis of Anne-Sophie and that of Matthew, recurrent depression, resignation of a rotten job stress and job search. I WANT to make life a little soft. I finally felt strong. Today I'm feeling down. I have no one to lean on. I feel like I have everything on my shoulders. I feel so angry. I hope this is just my spm makes me feel like that and it'll get better tomorrow.

Monday, January 21, 2008

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I remain positive

past few days my positivism fell apart. I must recover. The positive of the Week: My application was accepted unemployment, Marc-Andre is already better and with children it is okay. The negative: It is better not to think about! I will focus on what is going well and sent positive vibes to the universe for the rest to follow. I decided that enough is enough! This is not because it always work side than it has been difficult to continue like this. I resigned from a job that poisoned my life last year for having a job I love. I tasted a job that excites me over the last year and I'm sure this is what awaits me in a very very near future. I'm Focuss the above. I deserved it after all these years.