Monday, July 28, 2008

Black Stuff On Kitten's Nose

I overestimated

This morning I'm tired. I woke with a headache that will not leave. I took a lot of professional commitment to this summer. I was sure everything would be ok since I have not worked hard this winter. Perhaps I had forgotten that I'm pregnant? I was most afraid of finding myself with no income for the summer. I hurt my things planned for here I work six days a week and some day to 2 locations. I still have 3 days before my only day off this week and I do not know how I'll manage to make myself. I'm not very proud of myself. I really want to drop on one side but I never dare. There are still five weeks then it'll be quieter. How To Pass through without weary? For the remainder of the summer I will reject replacements. I want them to stop calling every day to add.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

What Is The Best Color Cast For Leg

And .... My baby

Last Monday was the day of my ultrasound. We went there with family. It was an intense moment of emotion. It was beautiful to see the eyes of my children. The best moment was when the radiologist was placed on the sex and he did guess Mathieu. My son saw a penis! And so I wait a second boy. Mathieu jumped for joy. Anne-Sophie seemed disappointed in the coup. For the console, his brother told him that now she would have 2 brothers and paste when it has sentencing. It did smile. It remains the only princess to her father. Our baby is perfect. It now remains to find what name this little guy and it might be long .... ;)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Is Brazilian Wax Gross

lucky

Just last year, I told myself that I must now devote myself to my career. I thought, and rightly, it was time for me to find a job I love in a friendly environment. I did not want to live what I lived there or not so long ago. Over the past two years, I flit from one environment to another. I liked each of these libraries. I finally found myself in my element, one that I experienced early in my career which I had removed. My confidence came back. I learned to cope with the constant innovation and all the new people I met during these last 2 years. When, last March, my love has said yes to a baby, I told myself that I have time to set aside work before it arrives in my belly. I expected several months of practice. My little miracle found home much sooner than I expected. Three weeks after the yes dear, I tested positive. I was so surprised but very happy. The career was going to wait and it was fine. Finally, I thought that was what was the past. But luck knocked on my door at the end of May. I finally have a job in a library. I love my job and the team is really great. Since I am pregnant, I am very calm. The stress is over and I almost blind trust in the future. His presence in me gives me comfort. As if he was there to tell me he is taking life one day at a time and must enjoy every moment. I Zen feel and hassle are quickly discarded. I call my baby lucky. At the beginning of my pregnancy, I was afraid. Fear of reliving the horror of my last birth, fear that this child with Down syndrome is due to my age, fear of losing it. All these fears have been dismissed because my doctor had the same fears for me and it made me spend lots of tests. Since I am calm and confident. Monday will be my ultrasound. I'm sure it's a little boy who made himself a nest in the hollow of my belly. I can not wait to see if my feeling again will prove correct. Children accompany us. They count the sleeps. We involve them as much as possible in this pregnancy because I want them to know we love them as much when their brother (or sister) arrives. I find it so nice to see my sweetie flatter belly and talked to the baby. I find it so nice to hear my son tell me that he will take care of the baby in the morning. It will be very pampered and loved this baby. I savor every moment. Thank you life, thank you for my baby lucky.